Friday, March 11, 2011

" The wake "

  The 8.9 earthquake in Japan followed by the Tsunami happened last ngiht.... didnt find out until several hours after it happened. I cant even imagine what its like over there.. or really all over the world that is being affected. We had waves here in CA hit us at 8am today.. some up to 5 feet high.. but not much damage has been done from what I understand. Im more inland so I really wasnt worried.

Iv been having horrrible nightmare lately but last night.. finally I had a very pleasant dream. I believe it was even profound.

 I was doing something... maybe even painting when I walked outside near some beautiful trees ( looked like it was in the fall because of all the beautiful colors) and as I stood there looking at the trees a huge white bear was lowered in front of me.....and it wore a shirt saying something to the affect of " The sunshine is coming " I just wrapped my arms around the bear and felt warm and safe and loved... and happy.

Then I woke up to a fucking collector call >: C

lol....but the weird thing is there was sunshine when I looked out the window ( its been raining alot here)....and today I feel more at peace then I have in a very long time. I feel like I am healing.

Thank you God.